CHAOS

Such an intense order of insanity
A myth, a whirlwind...a complete loss of parity
Throwing cautions at the winds...I plunge in for the dive
Closing my mind, locking my heart....trying to survive

Such an utter lack of clarity
A dizzy haze.... an uneven cloud of disparity
Taking a leap of faith....I rush in to the divide
Praying with all my hope and love....wanting to staying alive

Its a familiar anguish... a certain loss of self
And all you can think about is getting some help
And then you start sensing an eminent fall
Its a chaos.. chaos after all


A freaking mind gone all wrong
A mindless banter...all heated up and strong
Breaking the chains of restraint... running for life
Fighting love, hurting immense... heading for the final drive

A deepest urge for me to belong
An impossible wish... carrying my hopes along
Spinning thoughts and fear...seeking confidence to imbibe
Burdened with emotions, seeking solace...so difficult to contrive

Its a painful ballad....an incurable unease
And all you can care for is finding some peace
And then you start sensing an eminent fall
Its a chaos... chaos after all


~To the chaotic world around us!