I love walking in the rain....

I love walking in the rain
so that no one can see me cry
long have I sufferred intolerable pain
I swear I can never deny
how can I still be living and sane
when long ago my heart did die?


I love shivering in the snow
so that no one can hear the sobs i hold
the joy which lied far away to follow
for momentary laughter an eternal smile i sold
scared in the realms of a life so hollow
why is it best to leave some tales untold?


I love staying in the woods alone
so that no one beckons me back to the crowd
wanna run far away into depths unknown
someplace where I can scream aloud
beyond all measures my pain has grown
why does my love still stands so proud?


I love working through the day and night
so that no one can guess the reason true
within this very heart a battle I fight
I live and I die each day anew
Oh Lord! Beholder of all light
why the days when I lived, were ever so few?



Why??